My Funny Pictures #NewPost 
— Phil Kaye from Repetition
— Yoko Ono (via purplebuddhaproject)
I don’t know myself anymore. Maybe a lone self travel would make up my mind. I feel so lost. I turned my back to my best friend whose only intention was to help me. I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I thought it was for the best. But now, I regret that all. I don’t have someone to talk to. Here I am. Crying, every time I remember what I did to her and what had had become of me.Saying all my regrets to no one but only in my blog that no one dare to look. I couldn’t see how could I get up without my best friend. I know that she really don’t know what my problems really are, because I don’t say it to her. But I know that she is the only one who understands me. I thought staying away from her would do me and her some good. It only makes things worst. I made her cry for nothing I really mean. I’m so sorry.That thought that nearly kill me. I was so stubborn. I don’t control myself. My anger controls me. I am trying to do what you said yesterday. I think I should go somewhere else today to make up my mind. Please. I know that you could accept me. Again. And I promise I won’t say any kind of stupid things I really didn’t mean to, Even if I’m angry. I would calm myself. I would understand everything around me. Just like what you said. I will find myself. Today. I am so SORRY.